Wednesday, November 19, 2008

So Confused

I'm so confused. I don't know what to do.

Do right by myself (which I never do) for once or do right by everyone else and be sorry like always?

I wish it were that simple.

I'm so confused I could kill myself to end it all. My hands have this itch, extending all the way to the tips of my finger. The golden revolver with the ivory is so near, so very near. End it all and no confusion.

I just don't know what to do.

Help me.

3 comments:

Tuishimi said...

Pray about it. Pray long and hard. Don't expect an answer, but give up what is on your heart and in your mind and then do what is right for you.

There are times and places to be selfless, and times and places to be selfish (but not in a bad way).

Girl Khan said...

You're a life saver.

Tuishimi said...

I just wish you could be happy. You are such a nice person.